hopefull...i can relate to thefeeling about being an imposer, i'm successful in both sports and academics and i'm always having to tell myself that i'm a good person and i deserve to be where i am. i think a lot of it comes from when i was a kid, my mother was/is very ill with BP and i thought if i could just perform better in everything she'd get well. but i did and she didn't so somehow i felt all my achievements weren't enough. but logically now i realize i was just a child and they were her problems not mine. nothing i did could have made her well, b/c it wasn't my illness.