Yea I have been tested every day. I work at a drug store and we sell booze and then yesterday my mom sent to me a liquior store to get smokes for me and her. That really tested me but I survived it. I have been writing notes on paper for when I am at work. The first day I went into treatment I had to work that same day. It tested me so bad but I wrote on a piece of my recipet paper a note that said you are a strong women you don't need it after every time I sold booze to someone I looked at it and it kept me focus on my goal. If I hit six months sober/clean I will be so proud. Oh btw Roadie thank for what you posted on my profile that was nice of you.