after my vist to the councillor on tues and telling him bits about the abuse i had suffered,
he asked if i would write a letter to my dad, his reasoning was that nobody had discussed the abuse that my cousin had inflicted on me when i had to stay at my aunties,
the only problem i had about writing this letter was that my dad has been dead for nearly 19yrs this letter will never be read he will dispose of it for me,
so while hubby took a relaxing bath and all the children were ocupied i started i ended up with nine and half pages with tears flowing bits were dificult, i let hubby have a read while i went in the shower now hes feeling bad again