Realistically, I would pay off my bfs mortgage so we could finally get a place better suited for my family (especially my son) where we can have a yard and I can use my green thumb to grow food for my family and actually compost and have a place to feel the grass under my feet (aside from the grass on the parkways in our not-so-desirable neighborhood. A place for my dog and son to play would be wonderful.
The dream:  With extra money I think I would go on a retreat-I have always wanted to go to India- or Thailand. I would love to go to an ashram and have some time that is 100% dedicated to myself and my spiritual growth. (I feel selfish saying I would do something just for me but this is fun time, right?
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BP 2, GAD
Meds: 300 mg Lamotrigine
600 mg Lithium
5 mg Aripiprazole (currently tapering off)
Clonazepam as needed
Supplements: Vitamin D, Inositol, Melatonin, L-Theanine, CBD oil
be gentle with yourself.
you are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
-max ehrmann
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