Yea life seems to suck, sometimes more often than not. Good to accept that, so that you're more realistic about potential pain to come, and protect your heart and feelings.

But balance is key.

I have to watch out for catastrophic thinking, this is my problem, something I have worked on through rationalizing. When I go into my catastrophic thinking, it is a dangerous place. I do like to indulge my negative feelings quite a bit, and really feel my pain, hide in my comfy bed.

It's also my responsibility to try to be healthy and take care of myself so that a better mood, and better feelings and experiences can come along. This is how bp is, another mood comes along.

Whatever you're going through sounds ******. Feel free to tell us more about it if you want.

Hamster, love that article, i live in the mountains above that area, I'm thinking, "those towny idiots, walking on hot coals... yea you get burned... cool moss? hell no, run fast over those coals!"