We've been married less than a year but had lived together for about 3 years before our marriage. I've asked him to leave about 12 times because he purposely agitates my rapid cycling bipolar. Last night, I am not even sure what I did wrong, he went in the other bedroom to sleep. Not only did he lock me out but he put a damn dresser in front of the door so that I could not get in. This hurt and angered me so bad that I went out and keyed large slashes on the passengers side of his car. All I can do today is cry. He has physically and mentally abused me and I guess I just could not take anymore abuse. I wanted the message to get across that things have to end. To let him go is not easy but it should be as much damage as he has caused me physically and emotionally. It's hard enough having a mental illness and then having the person you are married to it go out of there way to provoke mood swings. I just need help today. I just need to know someone cares. I'm so depressed...shaking...anxious. I'm in bed and feel like I can't move.