Yay, Purple! You did it...and you will never have to experience 9/17/2012 again! So, there's that. So proud of you that you were able to make it through. You should be proud of yourself.

"someone on here actually snapped me back into reality. Purple - that creativity is yours! it doesn't matter if you were hypo/manic at the time. you know what else, that hypomania was yours too, your brain doing it's thing. you are a creative person, you know this in your heart!"

Blue makes a good point. I have wondered the same thing before and she is right- regardless of it being the hypo or whatever, it still came from you. So it is inside of you and isn't going anywhere.