So today I go into see my med Dr I'm guessing that is what is called a pdoc here and OMG!!! She is the SECOND PERSON in that office to state that I appear to be on frackin drugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then tells me I never talked talked to her about my sons addictions only talked about the fact that I dislocated my knee and was on hydrocodone which I didn't like, that my behaviors need to be dealt with thru counseling duh dumb chick I was in there YESTERDAY....
Argues with me about not speaking to her about my sons addictions then goes on to tell me I have 1 child at home NOT TWO what the CRAP?!?!?! I think this chick is freakin insane!!! OBVIOUSLY you don't take good notes IDIOT if you think I only have one child at home!!!!
I DEMANDED that she sends me for a UA which she did thank god!!! Then told her that IF ANYONE THINKS A MOTHER WITH 2 CHILDREN AT HOME IS ON DRUGS THIS SHOULD BE DONE WITHOUT ME DEMANDING IT!!!
Then she goes onto tell me that she has seen MANY MANIC people and the fact that I am having a hard time going from one sentence to another is what makes them think I'm using drugs and even IF I am bipolar it doesn't appear to be mania to her!!! WHAT WHAT even IF I'M BIPOLAR what the frackin crap?!?! If I'm NOT BIPOLAR then why am I on these medications WOAH....
How do you switch out of pdocs if that is what it is called if your going thru mental health? This lady took my amazing mood from yesterday and has me going 90 miles an hour again in my head, thinking haha take those UA results and shove them up ur arse and now what?!?!?