Life has been a roller-coaster lately. I'm blessed to have a family that loves me and doesn't stuff my body into a dumpster somewhere in Kalamazoo by now. But really. In the same ten minutes, grief. And joy. Peace, and chaos. Minute by minute. Healing washes over. My hears aches with raw anguish. Then restoration. In my sleep, nightmares. When I wake, tears of joy to be alive. I am definitely not bored ever. Kinda wish I was though. New normal? I'll take any normal. Hope this is not the new normal.