sunshine,
thanks . I hope I will find something. I just find myself feeling so bad just for the reason that I am not really responding to treatment, that I only seem to be getting worse with every positive step I take. I know honestly is definately the best policy. It's not that I lie of course, I just supress my opinions and needs. It's a bad fault of mine I know. I am so glad that you are doing better, helps me keep my head up. I am still considering that ED therapist, maybe Ill talk about it with my T today, because I probably should
Thanks again for everything

*xoxo* Kelly