Wow! Cudo's to you for being so honest with yourself and others about the nature of your addiction. I wish my husband could be so insightful. We are on the verge of divorce, and are subject to loosing hundreds of thousands of dollars due to his infidelity. Even more importantly, we would have the most phenominal marriage and partnership if he didn't cheat. It seems so obvious from the outside, but he still casts the blame on other things.

Good luck with your battle. Do you mind if I add your family to my prayers?