I was just recently dumped by my boyfriend of six years. When he told me that he didn't want to be with me, I literally felt my heart shatter. We have done this its over dance numerous times but this time I knew there that it was over. The ache in my heart is different than the times before. I don't want it to be over I love him very much and I can't see myself with anyone else. I don't if it hurts so much because I don't understand why or if it is because he is my first love. My thoughts are spiraling like a tornado. All I have done is cry and hold my chest because every thought I have is of him. I hate it. Why is it that I was the one who fought so hard and gave it my all, and made this whole relationship and him my whole world. All I ever wanted was to take care of and love him. It hurts to know that my love wasn't enough for him.