I don't know if I ever will be able to connect with people and I am so tired of trying. Online, real life, family, work, it doesn't matter. I am unable to connect. I can be social and find out about their life, but I can't make them want to know about mine. I'm starting to wonder what the point is of me going to t. There is a lot I want to work on, and a lot I want to change, but I am a nice person, and good to others, and it's not enough. Whatever I do, I can't change how others view me. I don't even know why I'm writing this. I guess it's just something that I want to let out.