Thank you for your reply.
I had these dreams as often as 2 nights a week for 3 years straight.
I don't like to get into why they stopped because it makes me look crazy even though it is 100% what happened to me.
I started fearing that I was going to get stuck in one of those dreams because they were getting harder to wake up from.
The presence was getting closer to me every dream as well, then the last dream I had it didn't bother disguising it's self and just came right at me.
I started screaming to wake up and just as I was getting out of the dream that presence had got into me.
I didn't think anything of it at the time.
I was foggy headed and lethargic the next day.
I didn't feel sick but didn't feel well either.
Then for 3 months I completely lost my mind.
I was engaging in high risk activities with strangers by pursuing the dark side of sex along with all the other stupid stuff I was doing,
I had no care for anybody but myself and almost destroyed my relationships with my family and boyfriend.
I write in a diary and have since I was a kid and the entries during that time are so different than I normally write.
I had even changed my name.
Then just as quickly as it started, it stopped.
I think it could of been a possession or a manic episode.
What do you think?
This all happened between 2005 and 2008.