Hey, I live in Michigan - why would they dump you here in Kalamazoo? LOL Just wondered.

Why not California, or S. Caroliina?
Just kidding. Boy, it sounds like it chaos in your head. It is in mine too but there's never any FUN to it, and it's certainly not "nice" chaos.

There seems to be two people "in there" who are always arguing! I wish they'd just plain SHUT UP!
Keep us posted on how you're doing. I hope you're okay. Hugs, Lee