Scott, there's nothing wrong with craving a little understanding hun. Its human nature, much stronger nature when we feel isolated... I was just thinking about this yesterday... I dont have anyone that remotely understands me and what I deal with. You know why I've given up reaching out irl? Becoz I CAN'T STAND baring my soul to someone who doesnt even recognize it.It just hurts or angers me when someone pretends to get it or is convinced they get it... I refuse to do that to myself.You're gonna be ok