I guess I did word that kinda funny. And yes, I did just wanna leave a vm and hide and she caught me. The whole reason I left a vm was because I didn't want a response.

I know we should talk about it, but I don't want to. Yet, the more I think about it, the more I know I should talk to her. I just keep thinking "I'm not supposed to get defensive towards others, and if I do, I need to apologize, because I'm in the wrong." And, I know that's probably some flawed thinking there that needs to be worked through. I'm sure T will bring it up at the next session.

My T really is awesome and she knows me well. Just...grrrr. That's the trouble with good T's: they get to know you, and challenge you, and want to know why!