Hi Ashely,

I'm new here, but i understand what your going through...i went through it about 2 years ago...sweetie your overwhelmed....sometimes i know it seems things are going really bad, but you know what? Look at all you have accomplished...your graduating high school and your going to start a whole new life...i think most of us were scared at your age....As far as college goes...check into grants and outside loans if you don't have the money up front..there are some great loan programs out there....the one i used with a very low interest rate was sallie mae....here is the webiste if you would like to look into it...www.salliemae.com....they also have government grants that might help with your sitituation....sweetie...look back at how far you have come and smile...your doing great..i wish you all the luck in the world, work on your deep breathing ,you will succeed