I can count on one hand the number of ppl who have ever fully understood me. Unfortunately, that doesn't include anyone in my family, not very many friends. I'm not like everyone else. I have a lot of things that make me the way I am. And I often wonder if someone would just have to be bp to get it.

Then even those with this wondrous disorder have varying degrees of it and I often wonder if I'm just the craziest, most enigmatic of them all. I just wish someone could take what I say, not twist it for their own purposes, not try to guilt me and fully accept me as I am. Right now, that's all I really want.