Already been there! I too went to see a therapist in my late twenties/early thirties. I lived in Germany and so had the advantage of great health care and free psychoanalysis. I spent two or three years in therapy and chucked that baggage. I was much better afterwards and had no signs of depression for over ten years. I had tried one or two antidepressants before that and didn't like it at all so I was really into sorting it out drug free. This is why the sudden return has thrown me and I am sure it must have to do with the obsessive fantisies. I already have plans to contact my therapist to see if she has room for me. Not sure if a behavioural therapy might be better for this though.