Nervous, I can't handle bring there. I have to keep busy. He called me wed. just to bug me like little brothers do. He's doing well right now. Just in the back of my head there's that horrible fear, "what if the cancer comes back", "what if he ends up losing his stomach as well"?? Just want to cry if I could. His birthday is tomorrow. He'll be 27. I can't believe my baby will be 27. Remember when I used to walk home from school and stop by his daycare to pick him up. Big responsiblity for an 8yr old mama. I love him so much there aren't any words to say how much.

Lisa