Thank you for your replies. Actually, I did send her a note, but I am not even sure if she read it. I suspect that she recognizes the hand writing and simply throws the note away.

You are probably correct in your advice to put the past behind me and move on. Sometimes it is just not that easy. Reminds me of a movie I saw once. I can't remember the name of the movie right now, but I can clearly remember the story. It is about a couple that were deeply in love. The couple separated and did not wind up together. One day when they were old and grey they rediscovered each other and their love was as strong as the day they parted. They were heppy to be together, but they wasted so much time not together. I feel that is going to happen to us if we don't get together again.

At any rate, I think I had better leave well enough alone and move on as you suggest. It will be a very long time, a very'very long time before I am even close to trying to establish another relationship I will tell you that. How can you even think of being in a relationship if your heart belongs to someone else?