I agree, 18 is still a very adolescent age Sometimes I forget I'm not an old man with all the stuff that ive dealt with... I'm very open to meeting with a psychiatrist, so long as hes actually willing to get to know me. The last experience was useless, expensive, frustrating, etc. I cracked the windshield of my car out of anger after my final visit to that last pdoc. (don't worry I'm never violent to people or animals I just have a bad habit of destroying important/necessary things when I'm frustrated)

I was angry because I had wasted time and my mother's money only to be told that I couldn't recieve the medication that had been helping me and worse... the psych said I had no more options- a death sentence in my mind at the time.