It's a love-hate relationship for me. It's hard for me to comprehend how humanity is so wonderful, kind, forgiving, selfless, generous, helpful, loving and all things Godly. To reconcile this truth with the fact that humanity is also at times hateful, murderous, sexually predatory, deceitful, unkind, and all things satanic, it's overwhelming at times for me while I am in grief. Then I feel guilty for not knowing what's going on in the world after neglecting to be informed. Vicious cycle going back and forth. Oh, the humanity!!! Who will save us? Will we save each-other? Do we want to live in a world like this, with us in it? I don't know. But we're here and I think I'll just take one breath at a time. As long as the sun keeps rising. But if it decides not to rise someday, I might reconsider. But only then.