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Originally Posted by scorpiosis37
It seems that is what is causing you so much hurt with all of your Ts. You want to be a part of T's personal life and you want T to love you in the way that you feel you love her. But that isn't possible. Your T can care about you very much, but she can't feel towards you what you feel towards her and she will never be a part of your life in any non-professional capacity.
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I want to add that you're exactly right about the above. It's what hurts me intensely. I want her to be part of my life. I want to be part of HER life. I have to give that up. Knowing that makes me feel very depressed.
What you wrote is all true, about reciprocal relationships with other people. There's something wrong in my brain, for still wanting my T to be that person.
