I've been cutting for two years, although its never been too bad. The past month, though, I've just been falling apart. It seems like the only thing I can do to keep me sane and normal is to cut. It clears my head, makes me feel better if just for one moment. My cutting has been getting worse by the day, and I hate it. SH helps, it does, but I hate that it does. I wish I could get help. I don't really know the point of this post, maybe others feel the way I do?