we're dealt a ******** hand. we have to fight for whatever we can scrape out of this life. it's not easy. we got to work harder, think smarter, and fend of our illness in the meantime. it's ********, but **** what are we going to do. if we want something in life we have to fight that much harder. i believe we can make something out of our lives. it can be meaningful, but lord is it a struggle.