I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad Poetrylover (sorry, can i call you Nina?).

Sorry I am not feeling that great either, so not too sure what advice i can give you. Just to let you know that people care about you. It is hard when one hits rock bottom, but try to hang in there and be gentle with yourself…

If there is anything I can do to help, please let me know. I'll be there to offer support or just listen. Sending you strength (((Poetrylover)))