Hi,

Physical loneliness is something I have been experiencing everyday lately as it seems. It isn't like I am alone, I attend school, and play soccer and meet plenty of people in general, yet for some reason I feel lost and alone. I am 'close' to people but they don't seem to touch me. I don't know if it is me that is keeping a distance or if I am just blind and not willing to appreciate what I do have, instead of longing for things I shall never have.

For me it is as if it is never enough these days, I never really had this need, and the first twenty years of my life had no need for physical closeness. This last year however it seems as if I supressed this need, and all of a sudden I need to catch up for those twenty wasted years.

Anyway, I am starting to ramble, and I think I said what I wanted to say. Hope it is readable, I am not that good expressing my thoughts.

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