Or whatever you are, you are a royal pain in the butt. I hate you and the way that you switch on me and confuse people around me. I hate the way you take control. I wish you would give me a break and take a flying leap off a short pier. You are making my life into a train wreck.

Nobody understands you not even me. I can't talk about things to so many people cos they don't believe me or think I am lying or think that I am a joke.

So the loneliness grows deeper and deeper until I can't crawl out of it. You are a sick and perverted way of coping and you are nuts. Leave me alone. Pack your things with all of your nasty tricks a go play with some-one else's head.

I am just so everlastingly sick of you and your contortions and those weird voices. Go grunt in a damn piggery. Bray where the stupid mules are. Just #@#@# off.