i feel for you.

im 22 - female.

my sister has a masters and her jobs keep getting better and better.

i barely have any college at 22. my sister had her bachelors by 22. had a job and lots of friends. shes probably soon to get married and theres been wedding after wedding in my extended family. if she gets married then im the last of the cousins to not be married. seriously (and theres a lot of them!).

at the end of the day i just think - "well am i doing what i WANT to do in life or am i getting what i want at least?".

if i can honestly answer - even after having no friends right now and no boyfriend and no education - then at least i know i can live another day.

i know im young to be thinking about a lot of stuff and while theres still time - it goes by quick.