I was talking about how I struggle when another humanbeing is relating to me. So it's a huge problem. I tried explaining the feeling of awkwardness I feel. I said it feels like I'm all sharp edges. Like a triangle being forced into a circle. T said she thinks it's because of my abandoment at birth and my step mothers rejection of me I was made aware of myself much to young. A baby normally experiences being one with the mother. I never got that. My safe cover was never there. It's that raw feeling I feel in other peoples company.