I have an angry alter that until now I never thought of as being able to be in charge in the world. But he can. He does everything he needs to function in the world except he is very angry. At one point yesterday while he was driving he thought about wrecking the car. We drove home doing eighty to hundred miles per hour. He has been in control before but I hadn't remembered until yesterday. When he is in control he makes the decisions about what we do. There are a lot of us telling him what we don't want to do. I am not sure why he listens but I am also aware he doesn't have to listen and so is he. Now I am fearful that he will take charge full time. Is that possible?????? I don't work anymore so it is not necessary for me to be the one that people meet. I am afraid.
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