(((Lola)))
I understand the not wanting to back down, not wanting to need, not wanting to be a burden. But I think you should go with what you have already acknowledged -- you didn't cut down on T because you felt you would be ok with one session a week. So two sessions would be better for you. And you know what? I think you should go with what would be better for you.
Call him, says the Apteryx.