It could be PTSD or Depression. None of us are doctors and cannot give you a diagnosis. I do suggest that you go to your doctor and tell him/her of your feelings. You can maybe get meds that will help you and/or a referral to a therapist. I hope that you get to feeling better. Please post again and let us know how it is going. Use the depression forum as well. We are your support system and at the very least we can listen and maybe even help some.