People. They're the worst. We can isolate ourselves from them. We can run from them. We can silently harden our hearts so they are not able to enter and wreak havoc. But I have never been able to completely escape them. I have tried before, believe me, but eventually I got lonely and hungry. And when I came out, their faces were not all mean. Their intentions were not always evil against me. I was surprised. But I learned that people are not my enemy. Giving up is. So I chose to whip my enemies butt hardcore. I started living, and living, and then I lived some more! It made my enemy so so angry. I was the victor in this battle. If I can do it, it is a possibility that others can do too!!! Even you my friend! Think of that man as a mere man. He's not God. He's not satan either. He's just a man, a mere man. That helps me to deal with mere men and women on a daily basis, when I realize that they are just like me. Fallible. Most of the time intending to do good. In your own heart and mind, is strength. I know it's there. You do too <3 You probably just forgot. I hope you feel better very very soon my friend! Sincerely, Glinda Gail