Well I feel that I am not making the most of it. In fact I feel Im wasting it. I agree cleaning up a mess is what Im dealing with, legal trouble, relationship troubles and troubles caused by my past behaviors. I have survived more than once, so I feel I really should live it up but cant seem to get to that part yet. I guess all it has shown me is my body can clear out some major toxins and my liver is probably taken the hit more times that it ever should have. But in short I agree life should be more momentous after such an event.