I will for sure go to that appointment and try and explain how I feel to the psychiatrist as best as I can. Maybe I can get some sort of therapy but I am not sure what is available, I'll try and find out though. Hoping to get approved for SSI and medicaid...otherwise I'm packing up a back pack and going homeless...I am sure my mom would be willing to let me stay here but I can't deal with being a basement burden.