Jannaku, I am so sorry this is happening to you. I feel for you and know the kind of torture you are forced to deal with. I have no words of advice. I have none to give in reguards to men. Just know that I am listening and that I care and there are others here who care and will listen. Right now letting us all be here for you to listen and pray is all the help we can offer. Hang in there. I'll be thinking about you.