Why did I send my T a link to a video? Why would I think that is something to be done?

The video has bigger/broader meaning to me in general, but you wouldn't know that from the way I completely backpedaled in the text of the e-mail? Maybe because I definitely didn't want her thinking that I thought that we were/could be friends who send each other funny links.

Why is getting T to like me more part of the reasoning for so much that I do in therapy?

She responded back and said "very cool". That's all. I hope she forgets this ever happened by the time of our next appt.

Has anyone else ever done this and survived the shame?