YIKES. Thank you so much. I am setting here right now with crocodile tears because I just want help. Your answer is such a blessing and answer to the confusion. I need help sorting it all out before I can make life changing decisions in my life. I don't want to make important decisions based on what I feel and want. I need to make the right decision based on what I know to be true, on facts. Other wise I'll regret a wrong decision for ever. Staying in an emotionally abusive relationship an being an overly sensitive trauma induced person is difficult and I am working on straightening out me before walking out on us, my H and I. It's not going so well this week though.

Thank you again for your insight. By the way the ship owner picked up slaves after docking. He was looking for folks who were fragile emotionally. Male and female but more female then male. (females being easier to control) . And The crew arrived after the slaves. Espicially after the death of the owner. They became the new threat and there was more than one of them, so more than one threat I presume.

I am wondering about sharing this dream w/ my T. She specializes in trauma work. Once before I have been told by her we need to stop trauma work because you have no safe outlet. I can't do trauma work while still being traumatized by my husband. You can't over come abuse of one kind while living daily w/ abuse of a different kind.

I cant think you enough for your resopnce. It is helpful to me just to let someone else into my mind. Dreams don't lie.