im not really sure what my goal is with this thread, but i'd like to get it out. these are usually insults that you would reserve only for your worst enemy, not your own flesh and blood. that's what makes them even more horrible to me. i will censor them for the sake of PC, since they have a no swearing policy. here they are

kill yourself you ****ing ****!
stupid ***** *****
stupid ***** ****
i hope i make you kill yourself.
shut the **** up
****ing loser
i hope you kill ****ing yourself
****ing pig
autistic ****
fat cow
fat ***** *****
****ing pig
fat pig!
****!

these viscous insults are usually used among myself, my sister, my mother, and sometimes my grandmother. the C word seems to be a favorite. it's completely sick, no family should ever say these things to each other. i wrote these down on a piece of paper and i plan on bringing it with me to my next therapy appointment. has anyone else ever dealt with this sort of thing? i need help