Has anyone ever felt like you're on the right path, having what support you can get from others and the resources you can get your hands on just keep you motivated.

All of sudden you just feel so down, cluttered and before you know it you're a disappointment to yourself. I'm not expecting for life to be nice and pleasant but I'm trying and doing what I can to be positive. I'm pouring in all the resource into my mind/heart and I thought I was feeling great but then I just get so hard on myself. Why is getting harder for me to listen to my own advices of simply being positive.