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Originally Posted by layla11
Confusion is a problem for me, especially if I'm tired. When I wake up in the morning, always something negative comes in my head. (usually what a bad person I am) I have blamed my past for this for the most part. But now I'm confused about what is the part of the alcoholism and what is my past abuse. Does this make since? I know that drinking caused distorted thinking.  Ive been sober for over a year. |
it's a shame we cannot charge ourselves with 'assault'...!
the things we have done to ourselves
the same way we have been assaulted...charge those that have assaulted us
sleepy is what seems to me to be the most vulnerable.
...and I'm sure you know this
a hangover can drag the horrors out for hours a serious hangover for days and any more than that only a coffin looks good.
....now thats the distorted thinking.
unfortunately layla...once we rent a drinking room in hell...!
(and please forgive me the intensity)
we never left the place like we found it...
which were'nt so good anyhow but the landlord don't give a damn ....the landlord wants us to stay...some of us do...stay
and those that leave like you have...
...for much more suitable accomodation!
continue to be harrassed...the landlord does not like those who leave.
you are safe,....they are just nasty messages from a crap real estate agent...
those like me helped build the place...you are safe
you owe nothing in this dark world...and your dreams are just lingering memories...
you were never bad...you were just living in a bad place
it's ok now...better to be missed by the ones that really love you