Hopefully, or see if there is an intensive outpatient program. My response to my new T was because I basically was calling because I couldn't deal with my emotions, because I was so upset. I felt like he automatically assumed it was BPD abandonment related, and it wasn't. I told him in therapy that I had to accept the BPD label as it was already out there (and fits), but that I didn't want to be treated like a BPD. I don't always see things in black and white, my phone calls are not always dependent related. I want to be treated like a person. I'm so reactive and emotional now, that I can't even think about the bigger picture. My triggers are stage front at the moment. This is me at the moment.
I'll post when I know.
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"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity." Edgar Allan Poe
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