Pdoc asked if I wanted to go to the hospital, and I said I wasn't suicidal, which is a condition for admission. I asked about outpatient and she said that I could call another location. She told me that my T said that we both mutually agreed on terminating. I have posted that I had planned to terminate, so I guess my xT told me he wanted to terminate so it could be a mutual termination. Whatever. What I said went on went on, I don't need validation from anyone else. It is frustrating and I called my xT and asked how much it would be to copy my latest file therapy notes so I can see for myself. I'm going to start a different thread on my future plans because I don't want to post it here.