Thank you for your support.I'am seeing a therapist but I don't think it's helping on this subject. It seems the pain is always there so I use cutting to make it better. I know it's just a quick fix but it's all I have right now. I have alot of abuse in my past and I need to work on that before I can fix my cutting problem. I just don't know if I really want to though, it's all I have right now and it feels to good.