Up until now I have had TONS of jobs. TONS. I could never hold them. I would get depressed and feel stressed and trapped. Like the night before work I would lay awake and think about having to go and just get soooo nervous/anxious about all the bad things that might happen and having to be away from my hubby and my house...etc. This would cause my pulse to SKYROCKET at work and I would end up getting sick. Last job I had I ended up getting an emergency referral to a cardio at 23 years old. (this was the second time, first was when I was 16...) After a physical stress test, EKG, 24 hour halter monitor, and an ultrasound of the heart- we found out my heart is actually very healthy.

BUT anyways- the pdoc finally has my condition treated successfully. I feel worlds better. I'm starting a job that could turn into a career as it is in my field that I'm going to (online) school for. (I couldn't do ground schools because they made me feel the same way as working did...) I guess I'm just wanting some tips on how to handle it. To be sure that I can keep on with this one. Just some encouragement would be lovely