Got home around midnight, went straight to bed but could not sleep again, so had to take some extra med. Doc said this is okay, if I need to, so I have been it lately.Then I finally drifted off into a slumber of strange dreams. Before that a dear old friend had called and wants to meet up next week with another old friend who'll be in town, but today I feel the same as yesterday, not even looking forward to that when I should or would. But everything just looks bleak and grey. There is no sun out today and that's how I feel inside.