OK so, this is hard for me to say, but I'm gonna try anyway-

I'm not in mainstream school, I go to a tuition centre which is based on the national curriculum but only has overall about 14 pupils, and only does half-days for students. I do five days a week, half days, (2-3 hours), with six people in my class. They are all 14 or 15. One girl is hardly ever there but the others are there pretty much all the time. Two boys and two girls. We are all there for medical reasons, things like ADHD, OCD, ODD, behavioral/emotional disorders, anxiety, depression and some physical.

I've got a pretty good 'friendly' relationship with all of them, but I hardly know them. Me and one of the boys get on well, but I know he has a crush on me and keeps asking me out when I'm 100% not interested, so that makes it awkward. Me and the other boy get on well too but he is very much like 'you are a girl, i am a boy, we can't be 'friends'. He is the type that thinks everything I do is coming onto him and flirting with him. So that's awkward too. One of the girls is really quiet and I kinda don't feel comfortable around her. And the other girl is really nice and all but we are sooo different and it's sometimes hard to talk to her, she's got a bad leg so she walks on crutches and some stomach problems, so she's in and out of hospital.

If I could pick, normally, then they definitely wouldn't be the group of friends I'd choice, but there isn't a choice there. I've always had good friends, like really close friendships, and since I've been out of mainstream school I feel pretty isolated and alone. I can't do any clubs or anything to meet people because of health issues, and I'm not in contact with anyone else. It's hard. It's normal to want friends, right?

I just don't really know what I should do... any advice?